The Barrett women are good.

When it comes down to it, people go for new racial security.  A little late?

I am one of the Americans interested in Germany.  I think they moved on to other Asians.

It's funny, I know 2 girls who secretly want to be German.  One is nice in private, the other is nice in public.  You probably know what I mean.

Cultures around the world answered to the opening of the German girls born around 1985.  Sometimes, they go under as bad, like I do, but I know what it is.  It's basically saying they're a failure, when they're not moreso than others.

I like to build my bridges and to remain open-minded.

I may not be right for something, or someone, but something "better" / for me.

Sure, you may be a joker... but I'm not "that" joke.

I'm waiting for lunch.  I just folded laundry.  I wanted to practice some violin.  I was so tired I didn't shower, been exercising more, needed more sleep, need to go down the stairs for brushing my teeth.  I made some calls I needed to make.  I should do some exercise that I can.

Update

I added an add on to my last dream.

My Dream: In My Dreams

My 1st dream my dad made his presence known, and a lady was going to go down a very twisty slide ride or something.

My 2nd dream I was in high school.  I went to get my schedule and was late, the bell almost ringing.  I remember not wanting to wake up.  My roommate here was trying to wake me up, and before I thought I really talked to her in 2 states.  Here, too.  I thought I tried to wake up and seemed to.  Others were there, think my dad, later him and and my mom there.  I was in a room.  Lots of people came to me, I just lay there.  They shook my hand and I sorta moved and I moved in a procession.  I remember my dad was one and maybe mom before that.  Maybe, they were professors, noticing men more.  I remember eventually feeling mobile in my dream like in real life.  I also floated awhile flying along.  I found a bed with thin white quilty sheets, maybe with pink ribbon.  One bed in a room I would go in, other kids there, was Sweet 16 but for a boy?  Someone took me to my room maybe soon would.  I also remember feeling things and my feet were being touched because they felt something.  It was very real but demonic maybe with a presence.  I just had to make it stop and it felt less but still some and healing.  I thought I was in my room, where my roommate stays.  I told people of stuff.  Something happened for awhile, things, like sleeping and not waking up but dreaming, lying down, and I kept wishing to drive the evil forces of it away that someone would be there with me, sometimes to hold my hand, or they had to touch me it seems to drive the forces away.  It was dark and dreary.  Where I floated was lighter.  I also went on a tour for JROTC in high school (military class) though I was not in it.  I saw a big shark and it seemed so real and I thought I dreamed or saw it before.  It came out of a tunnel, and I just sat there.  I know once I felt I was lying down in the water and saw reflections of water above, and I felt the water pulsing but wasn't wet.  I was asleep in my dream.  Much of my dream I thought I was in different levels and couldn't wake up.  It's sort a feeling like it's too stuffy.  I feel that way in real life, like lying down, sometimes, now, try not to.  I know I wished for the person, a lady, to be with me a long time, too.

Add On: The lady talked to me later, maybe, or something.  One thing was asking if it was a nightmare. She was, like, in the shadows or just her voice or words.  I got to feel as though she was there.